I really can’t even be myself around my family.
My mom supports me but still mocks me. She bought me the new For Today cd today, which is awesome, but then she’s telling her friend about it and starts mocking them and other Christian music. It’s like why? Especially my mom. She’s like afraid to talk about how awesome Jesus is so she acts all stuck up toward people who praise them when she’s around around nonbelievers. My mom’s still struggling to get out of the whole living like the atheist thing even though God is working in her.
I really do worry about how things will be years from now when I revolve my life around glorifying God even more and how my family will respond.
It’s hard living with so many people who are against God or don’t really stand for Him. I seriously can hardly be myself.
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